if only...

i got paid for all of these interviews!  i'd be rolling in wealth right now.

 ok, maybe not rolling.  but it at least would be easier to pay my bills this month!

i never realized how exhausting going to a half-hour interview is.  i came home this afternoon just exhausted.  i need a deep deeeeeep breath.  so glad i went to yoga yesterday, although i had trouble focusing.  i couldn't get my mind to calm because i was worried about today's interview since it was a second interview.  

at least i'll know in about two weeks whether or not i have this job.  i really think i want it, too, even though it will be a hard first couple of years for me.  i really want it!